Welcoming 2018 (literally just talking about 2017)
Happy new year to my self!
For the first time, after four years, i literally spending NYE without my beloved annoying boyfriend, we decided not to spend it together, he with his friend and im with mine.
Never a big fan of celebrating NYE, before i have a boyfriend, i used to spend NYE by sitting in my balcony, watched a glimpse of fireworks from afar, and then after a few minutes i will back to my room, tweeted something, or posted something in my social media, and then sleep.
After i have a boyfriend, i always spend it with him.
First year, was NYE 2015. We ate Bakmi GM in Alam Sutera and enjoyed the massive fireworks there, some of the ashes went inside my eyes and i was bawling.
Second year, was 2016. Its me, him and his friend, named Dino. We went to Senayan to watched fireworks but failed. Then we spend some time like eating Indomie, Roti Bakar, and idk i forget. We arent able to saw the fireworks, because it was really really crowded. Back home by train and then taxi and then Gojek. We are pretty messed up.
Third year, was 2017. Just simply spend it at my house with bunch of my friends, we are playing werewolf and watched the fireworks from my balcony, was pretty meh but i remember how happy we were.
And, this year, 2018 he with his friend, doing boy thingy and im with my highschool friends doing something unnecessary but we both pretty happy and spend it nicely.
the point of this posting is i want to look back at 2017 and how i feel about that year.
so here we go.
2017 was nice and sad and also cruel for me.
it was cruel because my family eventually hit rock bottom. my Dad lost his job, and not gotten any job until today. But, we manage to stay grateful.
And despite the ups and downs about my family matter, i still manage to had a nice things done in 2017, such as graduated from college, got a job right after i graduated which so yay and im very grateful. Alhamdulillah.
And sad because lots of things happened, supeeer lot and sometimes its just too hard to explain.
Is 2018 going to be more great than 2017? I hope so!
Meanwhile, i only have two resolution for this year.
One, i want to eat more water and two i want to love my self more.
Like genuinely love my self.
I want to travel outside Indonesia (which is the thing i never do, yes i never been outside Indonesia, not even outside Java Island. Lol) so i want to make this year more more memorable.. i want to travel. I want to be more decent at doing my job. I want to upgrade my english skill (which is as you can see, really really bad) and i want to be more cheerful and be useful for this planet earth and for the people around me.
Did i sound like fourteen years old? :/
Hahah but ok thats all.
Much love,
D.
For the first time, after four years, i literally spending NYE without my beloved annoying boyfriend, we decided not to spend it together, he with his friend and im with mine.
Never a big fan of celebrating NYE, before i have a boyfriend, i used to spend NYE by sitting in my balcony, watched a glimpse of fireworks from afar, and then after a few minutes i will back to my room, tweeted something, or posted something in my social media, and then sleep.
After i have a boyfriend, i always spend it with him.
First year, was NYE 2015. We ate Bakmi GM in Alam Sutera and enjoyed the massive fireworks there, some of the ashes went inside my eyes and i was bawling.
Second year, was 2016. Its me, him and his friend, named Dino. We went to Senayan to watched fireworks but failed. Then we spend some time like eating Indomie, Roti Bakar, and idk i forget. We arent able to saw the fireworks, because it was really really crowded. Back home by train and then taxi and then Gojek. We are pretty messed up.
Third year, was 2017. Just simply spend it at my house with bunch of my friends, we are playing werewolf and watched the fireworks from my balcony, was pretty meh but i remember how happy we were.
And, this year, 2018 he with his friend, doing boy thingy and im with my highschool friends doing something unnecessary but we both pretty happy and spend it nicely.
the point of this posting is i want to look back at 2017 and how i feel about that year.
so here we go.
2017 was nice and sad and also cruel for me.
it was cruel because my family eventually hit rock bottom. my Dad lost his job, and not gotten any job until today. But, we manage to stay grateful.
And despite the ups and downs about my family matter, i still manage to had a nice things done in 2017, such as graduated from college, got a job right after i graduated which so yay and im very grateful. Alhamdulillah.
And sad because lots of things happened, supeeer lot and sometimes its just too hard to explain.
Is 2018 going to be more great than 2017? I hope so!
Meanwhile, i only have two resolution for this year.
One, i want to eat more water and two i want to love my self more.
Like genuinely love my self.
I want to travel outside Indonesia (which is the thing i never do, yes i never been outside Indonesia, not even outside Java Island. Lol) so i want to make this year more more memorable.. i want to travel. I want to be more decent at doing my job. I want to upgrade my english skill (which is as you can see, really really bad) and i want to be more cheerful and be useful for this planet earth and for the people around me.
Did i sound like fourteen years old? :/
Hahah but ok thats all.
Much love,
D.
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