2019, you are so great

Just when you think everything is gonna be okay

It doesn't.

I thought, this would be my year? but turns out it's even worse than last year.

2018 was okay.

2017 was good. so many things happened. so many things made me feel so grateful and loved by Him.

but 2019? it is a BIG punch in my face. but, is it mean that He loves me even more?

I just want everything back to when we all are happy. Can we?